So its Christmas Eve...

And im sitting at home.

My parents left to their friends house, like they do every year, and im sitting here at home.

I was invited to hang out with the molodesh, but idk about it..

Im so exited for my trip to Siberia!!! Im leaving on Monday at 9 am :)

Im going to fly from here to NYC then to Moscow then Krasnorarsk.

WOHOOO (:

I love to travel.

I wish I could travel as much as I did this year, [2011]

It was actually a really good year! Looking back on it makes me a little sad though.

I feel so grown up!

Here are the "firsts" that happened to me this year

1. Traveling my myself

2. 2 months away from home

3. First car ticket and going to court

4. College!

5. Getting really close to all my cousins, especially Esta, Ira, Tanya and Alina

6. Being independent (car, travel, tried different church, new freinds, college, pretty much everything)

7. Korean drama addiction :)

8. First try at ACT

9. First time running 9 miles without stopping

and just a buncha other stuff.

I also thought that I met the most amazing person who ever lived. Idk if I still think that, but that little time of thinking that was really special and it made me really happy

Im not really gonna miss this year though.....It is a little sad that this was my last full year of being a kid. Before the next new year I will be an adult.. Wow. thats freaky... Me? An adult? No way......

I hope that in this next year I will be less stupid.

Im always so naive and trusting. I dont understnad that people can hurt me! I always give people other chances. Maybe thats a good thing, but then again, its also not because i always get hurt.

New Years Resolution(s):

1. Read Bible and pray everyday

how? No breakfast w/out doing this. Also, have less sleepovers and such because thats when I usually get off track

2. Loose 40 pounds

why? because I got fatter :p

How? Umm.. idk. Start working out again, and eat less

3. Be nice

why? umm... because i often spaz :D

how? just ignore things that piss me off

4. Get into University of Minnesota

how? apply :p

5. Stop being men crazy

why? because all men are jerrkss right now to me :) 

how? keep telling myself that I am more important than any relationship i can be in right now

6. Pick up playing piano again

how? practice!

Well lets see how long that lasts...........

;)

<3 

The happiest week this year :)

This week in my life has been the happiest so far!

I finished my first semester at Inverhills Community College, with [hopefully] all As!

My entire trip to Siberia [$1880] was payed through fundraisers and donations.

Also, my relationships have been really great with the people around me.

I wake up smiling in the morning :) Im exited to talk to that special person who makes my heart flutter.

<3

I also dyed my hair to a strawberry orange blonde color! :)

WOHOO I like it :)

Im spending the weekend with my cousin Ira were gonna take pics :)

LIVE LOVE LAUGH<3

Thank you Jesus for making me so happy!

Thanksgiving 2011

This thanksgiving was really great! My family celebrated it at Tet Nadyas house :)

These are my girls! They are so sweet. they make my Thanksgiving!!

I am very thankful for them.

This is SUPER CHEESY,

but heres the things im thankful for.

1. Salvation and my Christian parents. Without them, I would not be who I am today. Id probably be a drunken wreck somewhere.

2. PSEO. Free college for 2 years? Who woudnt be thankful? :)

3. Just being myself. I am finally starting to like myself, and I am very thankful for that.

:)

Pure Love

So the Korean drama that I watched last was called 49 days, or Pure love.

It was so good, because the girl had to find 3 people that truly love her. This was very interesting to me, because thinking about it, im not sure if ive ever loved someone with such pure love.

Ive said I love a lot of people, but such pure love, on that grand of a scale, im not sure if I have..

I want to live a life where I can confidently say that there are people that love me. My friends say they do, but i dont know if they really do.

Maybe I didn't give them a reason to love me..

I want to buy the necklace in which the girl in 49 days collected the tears. 

http://www.tofebruary.com/index.php?main_page=product_info&cPath=21&products_id=717

I gonna try to buy it soon.

It will remind me to live a life where people can love me. <3