Sunday, October 30, 2011

Deja Vu

So recently, Ive been having a lot of moments where I feel like this has happended in my life before but I cant remember it. 

For example, when I was watching a drama I felt like ive seen it before when I know I haven't.

This made me think about if there are some things that you don't know about yourself, that slowly come to you in dreams, or through other people's insight.

Ive had many moments like this.
I just stop what im doing and think about it.
& it kinda freaks me out sometimes!

Ah, I really dont know.. 
I guess there are things in my life that I dont know about myself consciously.
Im really curious to see what else I dont know about myself that I will someday find out


What made me smile today
1. getting chipoltle to eat and watching dramas (:
2. My dad and me singing, and his voice cracking
3. The "stressed rats" story in English class told by Professor Sysntelein
4. Understanding my chemistry homework
5. my mommy giving me a hug

Thursday, October 27, 2011

1 through 17

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.” 

Year 1

Year 2

Year 3

Year 4

Year 5

Year 6

Year 7

Year 8

Year 9

Year 10


Year 11

Year 12

Year 13


Year 14

Year 15

Year 16

Year 17


My funniest moments
(:
Feel free to laugh because Ill be laughing right along with you
:)





“I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as heck don't deserve me at my best.” 

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Korean Dramas

So Lately Ive been watching Korean dramas, and as most of you know, I have become obsessed with them!
A lot of you ask me WHY I like them so much, and why I cant be normal and like American TV.
Well this is my reponse to all of you

Reasons why I like them
1. SO INNOCENT!
-with normal TV, you cant get such innocence; everything is corrupt now days, or so i thought
but seeing these dramas makes me realize that there are still some good people in the world
2. I always learn something
-as you will see with my descriptions bellow, theres always a key lesson that I take away from my dramas
it makes me want to change some things in my life for the better
3. I learned not to push people away from me because I think its better for them
Just like in Shakespeare's time, when people were forced to watch theater to become better people, 
the complicity of the dramas makes me see what they did wrong, and how I can avoid those mistakes in my life
4. It satisfies the need for romance in my life. HAHA :)
-no explanation needed :)

So now Im gonna list the dramas I have watched so far, and my opinion on them

1. Secret Garden 
This drama is my all time favorite.
It was also the first drama I watched.
This brings me back to good memories. I watched this with my cousin Esther when I was with her in Germany. Watching this together brought us closer together. 
This story is so cute! I could not stop thinking about it for about a week after I watched it. Its one of those things that affects people on a personal level.

2. City Hunter
This drama was so intense! Lee Min Ho is truly the best actor I've ever seen. I was so obessed with him while watching this. I googled him over 20 times :p

3. Lie to Me
This drama had me in fan girl mode! The main girl character had such a strong personality, and the guy loved her so much! I hope that someday I can be loved with the love that was showed in this drama. I still think about the "fish flip" the main lead did when he was laying down. It was so cute! youd have to see the drama to understand what Im talkin about though :)

4. Protect the Boss



This drama had the cutest "mean girl" usually I find myself not liking the typical character, but in this drama I loved it.

5. You're Beautiful

I LOVED THIS DRAMA! It was just a cuteness overload. The main character was so innocent and sweet.
She was so honest and caring. I learned a lot from her character

6. Playful Kiss


This drama was cute, but I didnt like how much the girl had to chase the guy. He should have paid more attention to her. :p
The girl lead had supercute taste in clothes! I look some tips from her :)

7. Boys Over Flowers

This drama was near the top when it comes to my favorites.
The girl was so hardworking, but it was a little unrealistic how much help she got from beautiful rich men.
Well I guess its what girls want to watch!
I learned from this drama to follow my dreams before anything else.

8. Scent of a Woman 

This drama taught me to live life to the fullest.
I realized that I gotta live in such a way that if i were to die tomorrow, I would be happy.

9. My princess

This drama had the most beautiful girl lead.
I literally changed my style a little after seeing how cute hers was.
This drama had people waiting for their love.
This also taught me some important lessons

10. Personal Taste

Honestly, I watched this for Lee Min Ho, but I loved the drama also.
I learned not to let people take advantage of me from watching this.

11. Marry me, Mary

This drama was sooo cute! the girl has the cutest hair ever. Im thinking of getting a perm now -_-
I loved how there werent any antagonists here, but the characters were so likeable :)
It made me sad though that the good guy didnt get chosen, as usual :(
But still supercute drama.

12. IRIS

This drama is one of my favorites. It had an AMAZING ost, and the killer guy (TOP) was really attractive. This drama showed me how lucky I am to have people I can trust, while on the other hand showed me not to trust people too easily. Definitely would recommend it.

13. My girlfriend is a Guhimo
This drama was so good! It was my first fantasy drama, and i loved it so much! the long hair on MiHo was sooo pretty! and the fox rain song OST was really good <3 

14. Goong
In this drama, I fell for the 2nd lead. I felt really sad for him, since his fate was so sad.. Great drama though, regardless of the slow beginning..

15. Full House
Rain was in this drama! I think its what made it soo good. He was just so cute, especially when he pouted. Although he got angry and yelled a lot, i still thought he was cute. A good drama, but not the best. Would have been better with more romance.
16. 49 days
This was the best drama I have ever seen. It was as good as, if not better than, Secret Garden. The plot was absoultely amazing! Im gonna do an entire post on this drama, called Pure Love. 

17. Coffee Prince
Such a cute drama :) Very open about homosexuality. I loved how calm the second female lead was in the beginning. People accept each other here. love it.
18. My Name is Kim Sam Soon
Cute drama! The end of it was very similar to my situation right now, so I really liked it. Its all about waiting. 
Loved David Henny here. Hes so attractive!

- between here I took a break from dramas. I watched half of warrior baek dong soo and some other stuff.
19. Dream High
Amazing drama. I looved Suzy and Dong soo.. :) It was the first drama where the nice guy won. I guess they were both nice, but still. And also because of Pil sook here i started a diet :) She (IU) is such an inspiration in the drama! looove it.
20. Wild Romance
Such a cute drama! I loved how the couples were so similar. Their laugh and how stupid they were. I also loved the sexy secretary robot guy. Muahaha he was the best! the girl here did Judo and I became really interested in this. I would have taken classes for it but my dad didnt let me..
21. Hearstrings
I loved this drama. The girl dresses so modestly it made me want to buy a long skirt. Also she said she would give up on him and then he started chasing her. This gave me hope. The ost was soo good here!
22. Prosecutor Princess
Cute drama!!! The character, hye ri, changed so much throughout. She also had to loose weight in the past, which i really admired. It wasnt the best drama but I still really enjoyed it. I loved the akward turtle, aslan, and the grace shoes :)
23. Queen In Hyuns Man
24. Rooftop Prince
25. To the Beautiful You
26. A gentelmen's dignity
27. Love Rain
28. King 2 Hearts
29. I do I do
30. Goast (unfinished)
31. Big (Unfinished)
32. Warrior Baek Dong So (unfinished)
33. The moon embraces the sun (unfinished)
24. Baby faced beauty (unfinished)

Typical K-drama moves
1. Piggy back ride
2. Covering somebody with a blanket
3. People getting in car accidents
4. Dead parents 
5. Going to Jeju Island
6. When a girl is hugged, she doesnt hug back
7. Lovers push each other away, thinking its better for the other person to be without them
8. girls (unrealistically) running in heels
9. Extreme lack of jeans
10. Some sort of deep childhood secret
11. drunk scene

 <3 I LOVE KOREAN DRAMAS AND THEIR CULTURE <3 

Weddings! :)

My Russian friends have all been talking about getting married. 
It seems that everybody in my family is talking about this topic lately.
So many weddings!
Well im not sure how everything will work out for me, but hey, a girl can dream! :D





<3 My fairy tale wedding <3
colors: Gold and Silver
Bridesmaids: 
Liza Piel- maid of honor
Alina Zverev
Irina Litvinovich
Tanya Pankova
Esther Wiegel
Shannon Swanson
Amanda Busswitz




The dress would be a ball gown, maybe strapless :)
Honeymoon: Jeju Island, South Korea
Location of reception: On a yacht. 







Congrats to all my friends who have gotten married this past year! :) I'm really happy for all of you <3