Epiphany

Lately i have been thinking a lot about my life.

A couple nights ago I had a dream that I was dying. I was so lost and confused. I truly regretted many things in my life, such as not telling my the people I love how much they mean to me, wasting time watching tv, and not giving God enough attention.

This dream really made me rethink my priorities. 

This is what I came up with. 

Generic?

YES.

Sincere?

Yes. 

:)

Priority #1. God

God completely changed my life around. I went from being a horrible, mean, angry and bitter person to becoming somewhat of a good person.

My favorite verse in the Bible right now is 

Mathew 21:22

You will receive whatever you ask for in prayer, if you believe.

Priority #2.  Friends and Family

I never really appreciated my parents or all my friends that life me up when I am feeling down.

I realized not that long ago that people are more important then money or education.

Before I went to Germany this summer, I was still a child. There, I matured into an adult. I realized that life is hard, and that I was living inside a bubble.

This bubble was made my parents to protect me. It kept me from seeing all the corruptness and hatred in the world.

Living in it was ok, but I feel that I need to break free. 

Heres my list of people who truly care about me, and who are closest to my heart. 

(no particular order)

<3 <3 <3

1. Mom

My mommy.
Although I often lash out at her, she is always praying for me, teaching me Bible verses, and showing me what a Christian  woman is. Without her, I have no idea where I would be.
This person was put in my life to help me out.
I love you mom! <3

2. Dad

My father is an amazing person. Hes always there for me with a hug.
Hes the person who will make sure you are feeling ok.
The person who sacrifices his entire life for God and his family.
I love you daddy. <3

3. Raya Piel

My Aunt. My friend. My mentor. You taught me so much. You made me into the person I am today.
Thank you for all of your prayers.

4. Shannon Swanson

Hey there lady. Thanks for always being there for me! I hope someday I can be as forgiving as you.
You are the one who makes me laugh when im about to cry. Thank you <3

5. Amanda Busswitz

Hi kitty! You are the cutest person I know. Thank you for teaching me how to be happy. I miss spending time with you.

6. Irina Litvinovich

Im really glad I got close to you over the past years. Watching you grow in Christ has been  a gift for me.
You are such an amazing person. <3

7. Tanya Pankova

Tanya, thank you for being the person I can always turn to.
Your relationship with God really inspires me!
I love you <3

8. Alina Zvereva

My little cousin. My pypsik. Im always here for you. Never forget that!

9. Roma Klik

This guy is really awesome. He is the person who understands my love for missionary work and travel.
Thanks for being there for me, Roma  :)

10. Liza Piel

This is my little sister. I can see myself in her. Her smile makes my day, everytime. 
<3

11. Esther Wiegel

This is my older sister. She taught me to be accepting of others and introduced to my medicine, korean dramas. She is so beautiful and such an inspiration to me <3


12. Josik Stalmakov

My little ball of cuteness. This little boy is the cutest thing alive. He always  calls me and tells me hes praying for me.
If I ever have kids, I want a baby just like him! He is such a blessing to me

13. Nastya Zvereva

Even though we are are not close anymore,  I miss you. I still love you hunny <3

Priority # 3. School


Education plans:


International business major
Korean and Russian minor


Yes, this means I gotta learn Korean! YAY!
Im really exited!
난 널 사랑해


Korean culture is so cool! I would love to go study there once I learn the language

Jeju Island

Seoul, South Korea